You will never really know just how much of an impact you had on my life, and how much i cared for you.
I really dont know what to do...my heart is broken and your the only one who can bring the pieces back together :(.
There really isnt much purpose to this post, other than just getting a few things off my chest...and out of my head.
It has been over a month since we seperated and i thought i could do it. I thought i could make it without you, your love and affection, but it's gotten to be too much of a burden to sit back and have my heart in agony...wanting only one thing. Everynight i go to sleep and subconsciously, without my control, my mind slips off into imaginary land where you are always present.
I honestly wanted you back in my life, wanted you back in my arms and by my side...but not even i will let myself get involved with that drama again.
Just know that i always cared about you. Call it infatuation or love or whatever...but it was there...and you had me..but no longer will i sit by and wait.
I've waited long enough...
With all that remains of this heart (u)
Matt.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Livo Idol!
Few nights ago we attended the Liverpool Idol band competition at the Collingwood hotel. The night was full of laughs and good memories. From Short Note (Joe's band :L) playing a different song to what Adam (vocals) had said was to be played :L LOLOL. Poor Joe sitting here all confused and waiting to find his place.
Then the regular trip to Maccas to chat and have a bite to eat...with the execption of Joe, who ate for the entire of Africa ROFL!.
Poor Ivana had to walk in and buy him a large Pounder meal.
Ivana: This isn't for me its for my friend. I dont wanna sound like a cow" LMAO Ivayyy :L
Also Dap lol making fun of the previous year where Ivana claimed to have almost dies from a car that was reversing at like a WHOPPING speed of 2kmph...lolol
Back to the Collingwood it as where we went and sat outside and had another long chat, followed by some drinks :P yumm and then off to the pokies room (H).
Joe failed epicly here...he lost $30 in about 25mins..while Chris lasted almost as long on the machine beside him on $5 lolz. And for even more laughs...Joe was playing 1cent bets at one stage. 1CENT BETS ROFLMAO :L:L what a highroller! :L
Back to the outside sitting area where we met with the funniest dudes, nick i think one of them a was called, and no clue what the other guys name is :L. "pull my finger" roflz...what a funny one.
Omg our convo about the security guard and his Blue UV light that he was using on our ID's. NO JOE HE WASN'T LOOKING TO SEE IF THERE WAS SPERM OR SEAMEN ON YOUR ID! :L LOLOLOL!!!
After all that and more, the bands were called back in to recieve the verdicts (audience choices...lol failed) and to great surprise from everyone :L. ShortNote came equal 3rd and made it into the wildcard heat. Good on yas haha :)
Very awesome night (:
Then the regular trip to Maccas to chat and have a bite to eat...with the execption of Joe, who ate for the entire of Africa ROFL!.
Poor Ivana had to walk in and buy him a large Pounder meal.
Ivana: This isn't for me its for my friend. I dont wanna sound like a cow" LMAO Ivayyy :L
Also Dap lol making fun of the previous year where Ivana claimed to have almost dies from a car that was reversing at like a WHOPPING speed of 2kmph...lolol
Back to the Collingwood it as where we went and sat outside and had another long chat, followed by some drinks :P yumm and then off to the pokies room (H).
Joe failed epicly here...he lost $30 in about 25mins..while Chris lasted almost as long on the machine beside him on $5 lolz. And for even more laughs...Joe was playing 1cent bets at one stage. 1CENT BETS ROFLMAO :L:L what a highroller! :L
Back to the outside sitting area where we met with the funniest dudes, nick i think one of them a was called, and no clue what the other guys name is :L. "pull my finger" roflz...what a funny one.
Omg our convo about the security guard and his Blue UV light that he was using on our ID's. NO JOE HE WASN'T LOOKING TO SEE IF THERE WAS SPERM OR SEAMEN ON YOUR ID! :L LOLOLOL!!!
After all that and more, the bands were called back in to recieve the verdicts (audience choices...lol failed) and to great surprise from everyone :L. ShortNote came equal 3rd and made it into the wildcard heat. Good on yas haha :)
Very awesome night (:
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