All These Things...

You will never really know just how much of an impact you had on my life, and how much i cared for you.
I really dont know what to do...my heart is broken and your the only one who can bring the pieces back together :(.

There really isnt much purpose to this post, other than just getting a few things off my chest...and out of my head.

It has been over a month since we seperated and i thought i could do it. I thought i could make it without you, your love and affection, but it's gotten to be too much of a burden to sit back and have my heart in agony...wanting only one thing. Everynight i go to sleep and subconsciously, without my control, my mind slips off into imaginary land where you are always present.
I honestly wanted you back in my life, wanted you back in my arms and by my side...but not even i will let myself get involved with that drama again.

Just know that i always cared about you. Call it infatuation or love or whatever...but it was there...and you had me..but no longer will i sit by and wait.
I've waited long enough...


With all that remains of this heart (u)
Matt.